Mirror mirror on the wall do you have to tell it all?
Where do you get the glaring light to make my clothes look just too tight?
I think I'm fine but I can see you won't cooperate
with me.
The way you let the shadows play you'd think my hair was turning grey.
What's that you say, a double chin?
No that's the way the light comes in.
If you persist in peering so you'll confiscate my facial glow.
And then if you're not hanging straight you'll tell me next I'm gaining weight
I'm really quite upset with you for giving this distorted view.
I hate you being so smug and wise.
Oh look what's happened to my thighs!
I warn you now oh mirrored wall since we're not on speaking terms at all
If I look like this in my new jeans you'll find yourself in smitherines!
By Jaimee Jones
Today is a start of something not new. I have done it before a million times in so many different ways.
Until I actually finish As for real, I'm just trying to NOT put on any more weight and that's already quite tough with all the temptations and stress eating I am prone to do now that I've been worrying so much about GEOG ppr on Friday.
After Friday, I can start not only accessing n speaking about my attempts to lose the weight, but I also need to figure out why I self-medicate with food. I need to figure out why I binge eat unhealthy junk to make myself feel better and I know the answers but I don't think I have fully accepted and come to terms with the root issues. Well over the next few months, I hope to slowly break down all the different issues that prevent me from keeping weight off and being healthy.
todays goal : keep within 1500 cals ( for maintenance)
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